HOMESICK!

I get this feeling every now and then...but last night was pretty severe = (
I think it's because I'm kind of sick right now and also because I was looking at pictures of family and friends on facebook and blogger etc...I MISS FAMILY AND FRIENDS!!! And I think it's also because a lot of times I can't express ALL of my feelings since my Korean is still mediocre at best...at least that's what one of the brother's here told me that's why Koreans feel homesick when abroad in English speaking countries...can't get all of their feelings out. Maybe it's because that's the way my personality is...wanted to talk to my parents last night, but they didn't call (usally talk every week) wanted to talk to Dr. Lee last week and actually waiting right now, but last week I was at my cousins because my other gomo from Daejon came up. Man...I don't know why it was so severe last night! Had some trouble sleeping last night = (

Maybe it's because I didn't do G.W.L.W. God's word last Word...I just had thoughts of wanting to see friends and family again. Also, just missing out on events...last night was the first time I even considered regretting taking a year off to come to ENM...yeah, IT WAS THAT SEVERE LAST NIGHT, but as I'm thinking more about it, I'm happy I did take a year off. I'm learning so much about myself and most importantly, about the Word. Granted I wish I would workout more and read more English books and do other things which will help me when I get back to the Academy, but training of the body has benefit for about 70 more years for me...whereas godliness is beneficial in EVERYWAY (1 TIM 4:8)

I have to get ready for church now, but will post later

Please pray for me! = )